It went well until he said something that I really don’t like. He said..."Just because I’m not your bitch? That’s how it works with me, you gotta give to receive and you ain't getting anything right now...so what are you gonna do, huh?". He was asking me to do something I didn't want to do. I was happy to see him until he said that...it just turned me off. I just felt like crying, but I smiled and said "Continue watching your porn" and I left. Then he said I was funny. Maybe it was funny for him.
What he said just reminded me of things from long time ago. What made me sad back then was the fact that no one believed me, not even my mom. Maybe she did, but she didn't do anything about it because she didn't take it seriously when it took me a lot tell her. What makes me sad now is the fact that I wasn't courageous to say no stop, and I still don't. Actually, what he said was probably not such a big deal to anyone else...but I felt manipulated the same way when he said it to me and that's just awful.
Fuck you TJ.