My birthday ended pretty badly. I was too attached to the outcome of my actions. In the end, all my efforts went to waste. To be free is to be able to understand...and I don't understand why there are things that happen without reasons.There has to be a meaning somewhere in these intertwined histories and events. I know it's there, I can feel the energy connecting us.
Logics, analytics, endless pros and cons lists dominate our culture...in the end, how much of the future can you predict? You created a life worth living by, but why do you like to imagine yourself in these life-death situations? Maybe because you secretly want to live a life worth dying for? Maybe it's in those situations that we let our heart take decisions, and the outcome would certainly be different...
I'm not going to lie...I'm really frustrated, and I can't keep doing this to myself.
