I'm weird, random, cheap and slutty

If you do that, it will be too weird.
If you do this, it will be too random.
Don't ever do that, because you will look cheap.
This is even worst, you will look like a slut.

I don't know what to do then.

Is our society that superficial and everything is based on the way we look? Or is the problem on me? If I wanted to get to point A, why would I pass by point B and C? If I wanted something, I won't wait until someone ask. If I had something to say, I'll make sure you get the message. If I wanted to call someone, I won't start picking the right day in the calendar...but of course that's too random and weird, and maybe even cheap and slutty.

I miss those days when you simply go knock on someone's door because you missed that person. But apparently, you can't do this anymore because...that's too random! Instead, I'll send you a hug on facebook and poke you once in a while? Hmm no. Sorry but Yes I'm weird, Yes I'm random and Yes I'm cheap and slutty and I love myself, Thank you!

Who can stand a wild beast?

Today, I pissed someone off again, I knew I would but I didn't give a shit. I was selfish. My dad always says that no one will ever be able to endure someone like me. I don't believe him but how can I keep thinking it is not true when the evidences are in my face. Having a pretty face and being "smart" is luck, but luck is not enough. Why would anyone normal like a crazy bitch like me who can't do anything right, who wants everything to be the way she wants them to be, who doesn't even have a descent relationship with her family and who always make people around her worry, sad and angry.

I feel like talking Kevin. He's either too good or too stupid to be able to endure me...
He has the right to move on and I shouldn't bother him anymore.

Hope to explore

Your grandad left home for the circus.

He was young just like me, with hope to explore.

-Something Corporate

@Yuquan Campus

Alcohol

In quest of forgetting the past: An effort in finding the courage to face the future...

...for one more night at least.

Giving up is not always wrong, because devotion is just a better word for obsession.

Being able to let go allows life to go on. Sometimes, it even takes more effort than carrying on.

If a guy rejects me...

If a guy rejects me, it must be for one of the following reasons:

A-)He's gay (as in homosexual)

B-)He's "incompetent"

C-)He's not interested

If you are C, it means that you are A and B as well.

That's how it is...

想哭， 想笑， 想死， 想你死， 想你开心， 想你， 很想你。。。

Staying here

Real people get attached to people before they get attached to places. The most hideous city is not so hideous because there are people they are attached to. The most beautiful city is not so beautiful if they cannot find them. Before loving or hating a place, learn to appreciate and love the people and you will automatically find the motivation to stay.

都是你的錯

都是你的錯　關心也是錯
你還要把依依不捨都掛於臉上
都是你的錯　瀟灑也是錯　你還痛哭過
都是你的錯　犧牲也是錯
你還要聽解釋怎麼竟變得冷漠
都是你的錯　知心也是錯　你還看緊我
你叫我怎會可以放手

若你沒廝守一生的決心
請不要愛上我這麼一個人
在你字典中一句　揮之則去　對我仍過份
若你曾講的都不可算真
請不要愛上我這麼一個人
而其實我太認真　心中很記恨

毋須關心我感受　毋須傷透後
你方可以放手
若你曾講的都不可算真
請不要愛上我這麼一個人
而其實我太認真　心中很記恨
若你沒廝守一生的決心
請不要愛上我這麼一個人
在你字典中一句　揮之則去　對我仍過份
若你曾講的都不可算真
請不要愛上我這麼一個人
而其實我太認真　心中很記恨

-梁芷珊

Some luck by mistake

All your life, you never met a good guy who treats you well. One day, finally, you meet the perfect guy. One guy who is so nice to you and treats you like a princess. He gives you everything without ever asking anything back and will always be there for you even if you tell him to leave. You don't even need to act nice or to control your temper. He never makes you worry and is even nice to your mom. Even if you leave him, he’ll never blame you and will only remember all the good things about you.

Aren't you lucky? Are there any girls who are stupid enough to let this kind of guy go? Then what if, you know you will never be able to love him the way he does? Is this still luck or some kind of mistake? There, somewhere from far, is someone who is probably thinking of you while you are sleeping, while you are upset and need someone...But the one you want to see is probably with some other girls. How come?

Resolution

Few days ago, I went shopping. I spotted a pair of shoes that are absolutely gorgeous and I liked them so much. However, I told myself that the season is almost over and there will be new models soon, so I did not buy and decided to wait. Today, I went back there and they were gone!

Have you ever done that? And how many times? How many times you realized you've made a mistake and still do it over and over again? There will always be new models; new trends and it will never stop. Personally, I think it is the biggest mistake that one could make, but I am like that myself. Things that are fresh and new are indeed attractive...but if you keep telling yourself that tomorrow will be something better then you will end up getting nothing.

Actually, I did not go shopping since I'm broke. I just wanted to tell you guys that, if you find something or someone that you like then don't hesitate one more second and do something about it. Don't wait until it's too late.

Let's do what we can and appreciate what we have today and thank those who appeared in our lives!

Happy New Year!