Remember this

It can only either be outstandingly great OR grossly terrible.

...NOT in between.

Don't bother saying "Hi"!

I posted something quite immature...and I just deleted it 2 minutes later.

...because he was really childish and I was going to bitch about it. Again.

It will never stop if I continue to react to his stupidity and it's just going to prove that I'm as childish as he is. On top of that, it's going to entertain him even more. It doesn't matter what his motives were, maybe he was just trying to mess with my mind or maybe he expected a "Hi", but anyone slightly smarter than an ape would know that the best way to stop someone from provoking you is simply to ignore that person.

I can't say I know him, but sometimes I think I do. Ok ok...let me rephrase that, I don't actually know him. The only person I know best is myself...and I feel like we're alike, not in every way obviously, but in a certain way. I only know how he would react because I know that's how I would react if I were in his situation. For some reasons, people who are alike don't always get along that well, anyways. So I thought; did he do that on purpose just to piss me off because he knows it bothers me? He definitely knows it bothers me.

You know what? I might as well tell you guys what happened and I'll try to sound as civilized as possible. I'm not even going to name that person. Actually, it's not a big deal. It's just someone who clearly knows that I don't want to see him, but he still has to PURPOSELY pass right in front of my face because he thinks he's THAT hot and he ABSOLUTELY has to FORCE ME to notice him. Now, I have to go wash my eyes. You guys must be wondering why I claim he did that on purpose. Well, because that’s exactly how I am when I know someone is watching me. Seriously dude, what's your point? It's like...yeah I saw you, you're hot and you got a huge dick. Is that it?! Pshh.

If someday we get to meet again. In a car crash, plane wreck, terrorist attack. Or maybe next thursday night. Don't bother saying "Hi".

Until flowers grow

So, even if it's really ugly right now
...and it only has a few leaves...

I decided to take care of this poor little thing until flowers grow from it =)

This is the last time

I swear on my pretty long legs that this is the last time I go out for the semester. I swear. The reason I went out is because...it's too hard to say no to my friends. I love them so much and I don't get to see them often, y'know.

I was telling myself that I might meet a hot guy! So we started the night drinking at Les 3 Brasseurs and ended up at Light. There was that tall asian guy...kind of cute. I saw him, he saw me...and he wanted to dance with me a few times, but I rejected him. Then I talked to him a little because I was curious...

Me: Where are you from? Him: Toronto **SQUARE HEAD!! Me: Chinese? Him: No I'm "...", let's dance? **I was thinking...another one again?! They really keep coming one after the other...so I laughed a little Me: I don't wanna dance with you! **...and I flip my hair =)

Yeah, he's kinda cute...but I don't think I'd do him haha.

Anyways, here are some pictures of the night...

Isn't that picture hilarious?! I promised I'd post it, so here it is!
No dirty thoughts please!

You gotta tell me...

That's a multiple choice question: Is my new wallet hot?

a-)Waw Elaine, it's really nice! *High Five*
b-)No Elaine, I got bad taste, sorry! *Cries*

Tell me that my new wallet is hot just like I am =)

Not that bad

Every piece of truth contains a fraction of lie
Every bit of rationality is made up of some nonsense

All those fucked up things were not that bad after all.

Just because

...because things are not always straightforward
and nothing in the world is that absolute
and reason does not understand everything.

Hibernating

You know when you feel like you don’t have time to care about others? When in fact, maybe you have time, but your own well-being is more important than everyone else’s. When in fact, maybe you’re not that selfish, but you don’t have energy? When in fact, maybe you’re not that tired, but caring about others is not that beneficial and being attached to someone is somewhat scary.

The thing is, I clearly know it's not like that, but I'm definitely in that me-myself-and-I state of mind right now and it's not that bad either.

I feel like hibernating like a bear haha...

New year

Except that I puked 4 times, dropped my phone a few times, fell on my face, bruised my knees and elbow and that there were zero hot dudes in the club, it was great last night!

I don’t have any specific resolution for New Year. You can make resolutions any day and you will keep them whenever you’re determined enough to do so and that’s the whole point; It’s a new day everyday!

Happy new year!!