Regardless of the wonders that are left to explore, I don't want to know and I don't want to see. I did all I ever wanted to do, even what that I never wanted to. Nothing makes me happy anymore and I don't want to be happy either. The reverse is terrifying and I've seen too much already. I can't handle myself and I'm no longer able to risk.

I'm living a life that I don't know how to live. It was unfair from the start. I see other girls that are my age and I wish I were like them. I just want to sleep my days away. I hope no one will remember me.