The world is a theater; I love the drama. I've lived profoundly in the tantrums, the loudness, the tears, the mind games...and the innocent playfulness, unleashed laughter, the helplessness and even the silence.
I've gone far enough to not be afraid of not coming back. This outer world in a snow globe is untouchable. As much as I'm lost, I feel so much at home and alive. I drown beneath the weight of the meaning of my own existence but without it, I cannot live either.
You know the truth; it does hurt that much. A tame tiger is gentle and familiar, but this isn't its true nature.