Quite honestly, I'm not hoping anymore...and this is because I'm a realistic person and I know that the chances that we make it there are slim.
I know him quite well and based on the past, he's someone who doesn't realize the meaning of his words when he's caught in the moment. He's the kind of person who cannot hold on to something for too long. He's a dreamer, he wants to change the world and create his path, but he is definitely neither strong nor determined enough.
...unless some miracles happen.
When I were younger, I didn't want to be one of those to go with the flow but at this point? I just want to let things be. There are things that you must learn to let go before you can have.