I'm weird, random, cheap and slutty

If you do that, it will be too weird.
If you do this, it will be too random.
Don't ever do that, because you will look cheap.
This is even worst, you will look like a slut.

I don't know what to do then.

Is our society that superficial and everything is based on the way we look? Or is the problem on me? If I wanted to get to point A, why would I pass by point B and C? If I wanted something, I won't wait until someone ask. If I had something to say, I'll make sure you get the message. If I wanted to call someone, I won't start picking the right day in the calendar...but of course that's too random and weird, and maybe even cheap and slutty.

I miss those days when you simply go knock on someone's door because you missed that person. But apparently, you can't do this anymore because...that's too random! Instead, I'll send you a hug on facebook and poke you once in a while? Hmm no. Sorry but Yes I'm weird, Yes I'm random and Yes I'm cheap and slutty and I love myself, Thank you!

Who can stand a wild beast?

Today, I pissed someone off again, I knew I would but I didn't give a shit. I was selfish. My dad always says that no one will ever be able to endure someone like me. I don't believe him but how can I keep thinking it is not true when the evidences are in my face. Having a pretty face and being "smart" is luck, but luck is not enough. Why would anyone normal like a crazy bitch like me who can't do anything right, who wants everything to be the way she wants them to be, who doesn't even have a descent relationship with her family and who always make people around her worry, sad and angry.

I feel like talking Kevin. He's either too good or too stupid to be able to endure me...
He has the right to move on and I shouldn't bother him anymore.

Hope to explore

Your grandad left home for the circus.

He was young just like me, with hope to explore.

-Something Corporate

@Yuquan Campus

Alcohol

In quest of forgetting the past: An effort in finding the courage to face the future...

...for one more night at least.

Giving up is not always wrong, because devotion is just a better word for obsession.

Being able to let go allows life to go on. Sometimes, it even takes more effort than carrying on.

If a guy rejects me...

If a guy rejects me, it must be for one of the following reasons:

A-)He's gay (as in homosexual)

B-)He's "incompetent"

C-)He's not interested

If you are C, it means that you are A and B as well.

That's how it is...

想哭， 想笑， 想死， 想你死， 想你开心， 想你， 很想你。。。